Natural Self

Essential to having lives of richness, truth, and love is the quest to be the person that divinity intended in creating the unique you whose life is holy and sacred the more we can be and express that "chord," that "energy," that divine spark that you and you alone can contribute to the world.

Failing this, the world does not receive the gift that is part of Divine Perfection. Wanting this, one finds that one has been burdened and warped in the muddled process of growing up in a culture and world that is estranged from its primal, authentic underpinnings (moorings).

Thus, we require the desire for authenticity and the willingness to seek it, to reach out for help in growing towards it, and divine guidance and support. The last part is the only part that is guaranteed. Unfortunately, though guaranteed, it is useless to the great masses of people who can't receive it or feel its beneficence and its blessing. Because, as we will say again and again, we are grown and taught and everywhere and at all times heavily impressed into a trance-like hypnotic belief system, which, sadly , drill out of us and even our memories, any of the natural feelings of faith, belief in oneself, courage to be an individual, and rightness and beauty of being authentic and true. So should we awaken to the quest for authenticity, it is usually brought out only after much suffering from that burden of twisted, unreal perception.

People suffer long and excruciatingly, hanging on to the untruths that came from without, for truly the culture has you in a trap: you both suffer from the beliefs it has fed you, yet waking up and striving for authenticity is seen as having to be even worse, in that there is little support for it, and often, one must travel alone, even ostracized for daring such a path. Having forced this Matrix-like total view that blocks out any perception, or even feeling of what is really real, into us, the culture then also punishes harshly those who would dare to struggle with the bonds that enslave them. and for lack of faith that it is real, and true, and most importantly, strong and powerful beyond imagining steadfast, ever and always present, and available just for the asking.

And This site is intended to help and support, to inspire, to guide, and to provide access to resources informational and nutritional, rather healing and promoting clarity of consciousness, rejuvenation of body, openness to feeling, and strength of body -- to build the mind-body foundation that will be motivated and hopeful, and thus feel important enough and courageous and brave enough to dare to seek for the highest attainments of life itself -- richness of experience, authenticity of being and feeling, expansion of feeling into greater and greater love and unity, taking us beyond what we thought was possible as a human and opening our eyes to the divinity that is all around and in us and is our birthright.

And ultimately, a life whose end is liberation, final and complete. It's very common and popular for one to be advised, as if it could just be chosen, "Be yourself." or "Just be yourself." I think it's time to say that, however true that direction, if it were simply that easy, a mere matter of choice, then billions of people for hundreds of thousands of years would not have struggled so mightily for just that divine authentic richness of life, and often feeling failed in the attempt.

Likewise, so much human endeavor would not have been expended to discover the secrets to regaining one's primal, childlike innocence and natural consciousness. Nor would grand religions be founded upon the words of teachers who stirred that quest and through example especially, catalyzed authentic and rich lives in many. And who showed the way, the way so simple, yet so difficult to actually believe, as always and everywhere culture, which requires of its members more of being like everyone else and doing for the group at large much that is not true to oneself, in fact, requires the suppression of that uniqueness.

For Divine Perfection, which creates each person unique and perfect as a snowflake and with a purpose and reason for living that, if lived, is attuned with all that is good and better. But cultures are the accumulated encrustations of uncountable lives lived primarily in fear and suffering. So culture, however seemingly rich, has at its base the function of both creating new cultural members burdened with the exact same kinds of fears and distortions of pure natural divinity that is our source and, still within, untainted and perfect, however buried, is also our goal.

But cultures create such burdened adults and then, provides, through the efforts of all those terrified predecessors, the contrivances, tricks, rituals, and hocus-pocus to serve, unfortunately not healing or relief, but rather a kind of dimming of consciousness and awareness of what one has lost, and a hypnotic commonly maintained and relentless drumming and forcing into belief the Big Lie of life, that one is happy and content, in the bosom of culture, no matter how one actually feels.

As Kurt Cobain put it graphically and with shocking clarity, "he'll put you in a jar . . . And you'll think you're happy … he'll cover it with grass … and you'll think you're happy . . . And if you save yourself, he'll give you breathing holes … and you'll think you're happy…. But You're really in a laundry room, you're really in a laundry room, the feelings that you feigned to use….